[ Saturday, September 14, 2002 ]

 
   

Mood: Depressed
Music: Avril Lavigne- Sk8er Boi

Today I went out with my friends. I was "happy". We had fun. Played DDR. Shopped for homecoming dresses. Couple hours later, I'm crying. I dunno why...I just started. I hate this. Last night, I even woke up crying. I had another nightmare. I've had a lot of them lately...most of them me getting beaten up by someone I know and I can't do anything about it. I was at my friend's house..I hope I didn't wake my friends up. I did on vacation...I slept in the same bed as my sister because we only had 3 beds, and in the middle of the night I had the same nightmare as the one last night and my sobs woke her up. She woke me up and asked me what was the matter. I told her I had a nightmare and she comforted me until I went back to sleep.

I dunno why this keeps happening to me. Maybe I just keep thinking of the negative things in my life and not the positive. But it's hard not to..they just creep up on me and I can't help it. *sigh* Ok, well...I'm gonna go into my room...maybe draw...write....something to keep my mind busy...

    Lar [9:49 PM]

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