[ Tuesday, December 03, 2002 ]

 
   

Mood: Pissed
Music: -Same-

My "bipolar" disorder took effect again today. I woke up tired, but happy. Had a great dream about life...I got to fly in it. With wings on my back. They were fairy-ish wings. I got a cup of coffee to wake me up, went to school. Walked into skool, saw my friends--*SMACK!!!* Heather's moving back to Minnesota. Jay told me they were considering it...but I didn't think she rilly would...*sigh* That leaves me with 2 best friends in St. Louis. God, my life is sad. Who only has 2 best friends where they live? -_- Everyone except me, apparently. I wish I didn't come to hate people so much. I don't hate all...just most. -_- Then maybe I'd have more friends.

When I got home, I was feeling better. Kevin leaned on me for the entire bus ride. It was cosy...because it was so friggen cold outside. I owe him a nickel now. (See 11/26's post.)

Buuuut....then I got on the computer. I read a girl's Away message (Some of them can be rilly funny sometimes.), which read, and I quote, "Fuck AIM, I'm watching the sunset. IM me in a half an hour." Her profile? "I hate Johnny fans who say they're different and do not like to be classified...for all you people..you're all wanna-bes.

In faaaact..

I hate Johnny fans altogether =) all you bitches think the same..grow up..fucktards..anime blows hard chunks, yes it does." Ok. Yeah. This RILLY pisses me off. >_< I cannot even describe how much. She just openly slammed goths. I'm not goth, mind you. Used to be, once upon a time, but no more. My attitude is...but not my clothing style. But that wasn't the reason it pissed me off. Awhile ago, when she first IMed me b/c she read my story, she ranted on and on about anime and how much she loved drawing it. And Johnny?? HA. Don't get me started on how much she talked about that. Fuckin hypocrite. THAT, people, is why I hate others so much. She is the wannabe. She can't see people for what they really are like goths can. See and tell it like it is. And what do they get for being unique? Persecution and rejection. People like her slamming them because she doesn't understand. Maybe if they treated them like they treat their "friends," goths wouldn't rant on and on like I am now saying how much they hate them. Hate does not come without a cause. You can't hate asparagus if you've never tasted it before...just as you can't hate people without getting to know them first.

HA...and I thought I was pissed before....now I'm extremely pissed...so much, in fact, that I want to go do homework so I can go to bed and calm down. *grumbles*

And, for the record....Johnny the Homicidal Maniac is the BEST damn comic I've ever read. I'd like to see her see the world as Jhonen Vasquez sees and illustrates it...maybe it would knock some much-needed sense into her.

    Lar [7:32 PM]

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