[ Thursday, January 23, 2003 ]

 
   

Mood: Still Extremely Depressed
Music: Avril Lavigne- Unwanted

*laughs icily* Humans are so funny. We preach goodness and brotherhood, yet we're willing to stab our friends in the back for our own wants. Sure, happiness is what makes life worth living, but you shouldn't step on other people to get to the top. Not when you're killing them. Because that's what happens. Sure, stabbing a friend in the back may not be killing them in your view...but it's what's happening. Some people are sensitive and can only take so many backstabbings. Hell....why do you think kids bring guns to school? For show and tell?? Hell no...it's for revenge. Revenge on the people that stabbed them in their backs. XD Lol....it's funny no one's figured that out yet...people are still cruel to each other. I can't wait for the day a nuclear war breaks out and everyone dies. I'll be sitting in front of my TV, laughing my ass off and yelling, "I told you so!!!!" *laughs* So you want happiness? Why don't you start by making someone else happy first? Like the day I nominated Ms. Martin for teacher of the month and she won. She was so happy, she called her parents from the classroom. It made me so happy to see someone else so overjoyed over something I did. If the world was full of those kinds of actions, it'd be a much better place than stepping on people to reach your own desires. That's why I hate people. I've been stepped on too many times. I may seem happy-go-lucky, but it's just a mask, folks. A mask so they don't throw me into a loony bin. My real self is the person typing this now. Full of anger. Full or sadness. Lonliness. Depression. Regret. You don't want to see me on the outside. Trust me.

    Lar [8:14 PM]

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