Mood: E.D. Yet Again
Music: Evanescence- Everybody's Fool
I think I'm just an unhappy person by nature. No matter what I do, what I have, etc...I'm still depressed. The slightest thing can send me off the edge...and it has. It's so fucking stupid. But it's not like I can control what I feel...I know it's stupid...and it shouldn't bother me...by my heart just screams and wants to rip itself to pieces. I can literally feel it...it's like this tingling pressure on my heart. It's very strange and makes me want to cry.
*This part has been deleted due to the fact that I'm a dumb, selfish bitch.*
I must go now for the NHS Induction ceremony...but I'll add more later.
Lar [4:48 PM]