Mood: Lonely
Music: Linkin Park- Numb
"Alone"
I feel so alone right now...even though I'm surrounded by people. But every day it's the same faces and the same thing. I go to school, but it's the same lesson. I go to work, but it's the same job. I go home, but there's nothing there. The phone rings, but it's just another voice.
My heart feels empty...there's an ache that I can't describe. But the one thing I want I can't have. The lesson I want to learn can't be taught. The job I want to fulfill can't be done. The home I long for doesn't exist. And the voice I long to hear can't reach me.
My heart hurts...but it's my own fault. I failed the lesson I learned. I quit the job I loved. The home I hoped for fell apart. The voice that captivated my every thought and dream disappeared.
I am alone in my desert of life.
Lar [9:53 PM]