[ Sunday, May 30, 2004 ]

 
   

Mood: Angry
Music: Avril Lavigne- Anything but Ordinary

Does no one understand the concept of friendship? Friendship means not ignoring each other. Friendship means not abandoning each other to the abyss of lonliness that can cause more pain than the sharpest knife or the fastest bullet. Friendship means loving each other unconditionally because of who the other is inside; for the laughter gained and the tears lost. Friendship is helping when one sees tears in the other's eyes. Friendship is calling just to talk about everything yet nothing.

Everyone I know, even my "online friends", have ignored me. Have abandoned me to the abyss of lonliness. Have given up their love on me because of my depression. Have turned on their backs on me, even when I've pleaded with some of them to help save my life, when they've known I've tried to take it away from myself. Have not helped me even when tears were pouring down my face. I have not received one call from a friend in so long that I can't even remember when it was.

Only a few people are exempt from this. I can think of two people, other than my sister.

And one more thing. Romances, while nice, are only temporary; friendships last a lifetime. It may seem ok to cancel plans with your friends at the last possible minute when you've had plans for days or even weeks for a certain day just so you can spend more time with your snugglebunny, but believe me, it's not fun to the friends. The wonderous teenage years should be spent having fun with friends and making memories. The years after that can be used for romance...but you only get 7 teenage years in your life. Don't spend them with your love-sight on in a romance that will more than likely not last.

    Lar [10:48 PM]

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