[ Thursday, August 26, 2004 ]

 
   

Mood: Bored
Music: Switchfoot- Meant to Live

I just spent the last hour ordering checks online. God, that's a nightmare. X_X But in 7-10 business days, I'll have cute dolphin checks! ^_^

I had another nervous breakdown, so all of my frustration and stuff has temporarily gone away. This sounds really bad...but I always feel so refreshed after a breakdown. It doesn't last long, though...just for a week or two. But it's a week or two during which I feel so at peace. But then the stress and crap builds up again, and 4-6 months later I'll lost it again.

I've officially stopped caring about everything, though. Whenever something bad happens, I go, "Meh, whatever." and shrug my shoulders. Oh, a meteor struck me in the head? Meh, whatever. *shrug*

I thought I'd post an update on stuff...cos I haven't in awhile. I need to start working on a few projects of mine. I have GOT to finish my story...it keeps buzzing around in the back of my head and won't leave me alone. I had the notes all written out for chapter 9, but my mom threw them away when she was rooting around in my room. I think she threw my entire printed story away too, which I had edited and needed to edit on the comp. So I have to redo that...and make up new notes for chapter 9. Meh, whatever though. I also have been thinking about an online comic, or regular comic that I won't post online, which I want to call Invisible. Meow!

   Lar [8:13 PM]

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