[ Sunday, November 14, 2004 ]

 
   

Mood: Emotional
Music: My Dave Attell CD

Blah...being a female during a certain week of the month sucks. I think that statement pretty much sums up how I'm feeling. X_X Seriously, I think I need to go to a doctor...cos I feel like I'm going to die. It's like a knife is being thrust into me. I just want to roll up into a ball on my bed and cry..merf.

Speaking of crying...that's all I did last night. My "friends" again went and hung out without inviting me, though they talked about it right in front of me. Le sigh...it makes me feel like such a waste of life. I mean, if other people don't love me, why should I love myself? There's no reason to. -_- I just wish for once that I could have friends that don't stab each other in the back, that don't lie to each other, and that don't exlude one another from doing anything. Apparently that's too much to ask..sigh. Then my parents went out to dinner and to see a movie, and left me alone in the house. How fun it was...I just sat on the couch all night.

I went over to Dawn and Doug's today. They had people over so they could open their wedding gifts. It was so funny- a group of people got up and claimed that they were having car trouble and had to leave. I seriously wanted to laugh right then. I mean....how obvious do you want it that you want to leave? You could've said, "Oh, I'm not feeling too well..." or "I'm rather tired and have to get up early tomorrow..." but c'mon...lol. That one needs to be written down in the "Bad Excuses for Wanting to Leave" book.

Blah..I don't want to do homework...-_-

    Lar [9:36 PM]

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