[ Monday, May 02, 2005 ]

 
   

Mood: Miffed
Music: Evanescence- Hello

*screams into a pillow*

I can't believe some people, I really can't. Especially when they claim to be your friend, then treat you like absolute crap. I just don't understand how they can be like that. I mean, doesn't it feel bad in the slightest bit?? I guess not..but I don't understand how. I mean, I feel remorseful even after making a well-deserved zing at someone. Even IF it's well-deserved, I STILL feel bad. But some people can just act mean and cruel and not give it a second thought. It just doesn't register in my mind.

Specifically, who am I talking about? The same person I'm ALWAYS talking about. You may remember in previous posts me talking about studying for psychology, because we've been doing a review game for the past week, as well as this whole week. Well, for the first time, my group got a 4. We tied with Group #2, which is what group she's in. I turned around and said, "Yay!! We both get 4 points!! Woo!!" and I held up my hand for a high-5. She started at my hand like it was a worm, and looked me straight in the eye and said, "No." Keep in mind, this was the same girl I let look at my notes before class ALL last week. It took a moment to register what she had said, then I got really mad. I looked her straight in the eye and said, "Fine, bitch, you won't be looking at my notes tomorrow." When we returned to our seats, she 'explained,' "Well, I'm very competitive." Well, f that. Being competitive is fine, but there's a BIG difference from being comptetitive and having good sportsmanship. And she doesn't have it.

I swear to God, our friendship has about run its course. I've warned her before about treating me like shit, and she said she was sorry, but apparently she can't learn from her mistakes.

    Lar [2:35 PM]

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