[ Wednesday, June 01, 2005 ]

 
   

Mood: Tired
Music: Jessika's CDs

Wow...finished with high school, yet the petty angsty drama continues. Jay and I were going to hang out, then another gal pal called (she was going to spend the night at Jay's too), to tell us that FIVE more people were coming to Jay's. Jay and I were both pissed: Jay because it was HER house, and our friend didn't even ask her before inviting these other people, and me because I can't STAND the people she invited. Plus, I told Jay I'd hang out because I wanted to spend time with my best friend, not because I wanted to hang out with the stupid idiots coming over, including THE ultime retard (the one that asked me to be friends with benefits earlier this year). Hell if I was going to be subjected to that crap again. Well, sure enough, we get back to her house, and they all show up, including our friend that we were mad at. She was mad at Jay, too, because she "didn't understand why Jay was so mad." So her attitude was completely gross, which made me thing, "Why the F did she come, then?? To prove a point???" Ugh. I told Jessika that if they didn't leave by 11:30, then I was going home, because I just can't tolerate them. They completely ignore me, because I have nothing to talk to them about, because we have NOTHING in common. I'm not a social freak, but I love to talk about the things I'm passionate about. And when I get shoved in the corner, I'm totally miserable, as most people are. Retard really initiates it, though. So what? I should be treated like absolute crap because I refused to be a FWB? Last night was a prime example. When he came in and greeted everyone, he left me out of the greeting, as he always does.

Blah.

    Lar [7:39 PM]

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